03.10.2024 Old roots

The worse parts of me from three years ago came to visit me last night. A reminder of how far i’ve come, and of how much there is still to be done. The seeds of insecurity and low self-esteem were sown much earlier, but they grew roots and blossomed (into a breakdown) back then in that room i spent most of my waking hours studying in. Since then, many more beautiful and less painful plants have grown on the little plot of soil i call my life. But last night showed me that the roots of what grew there three years ago are not quite gone.